Birthing Fish

Into the Void

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I’ve just spent a couple of weeks hanging out with my bestie (my husband). It seems to have coincided with a break in creating and movement, which for the first time on this epic journey I have embraced (90% of the time). Learning not to push has been the hardest thing for me, having never had a baby, I can only imagine the intensity through that lens of not just now, not yet.

It feels just like I am on the edge of producing a miracle, but I am told by someone who knows more than me, my spiritual support team, with all my vulnerable bits on show, I’m just going to have to wait. I might as well kick back, drink a lot of tea and pretend that what’s coming isn’t going to be life changing and may be a bit painful????

Birthing Fish

This week I had a vivid dream about birthing fish. There’s a theme here! There were three of them, perfectly formed ready to swim. I carefully put them in a bucket. I also had buckets of other fish, not sure where they had come from. Yet I felt the need to hide some of them, as though they weren’t quite ready to be seen.

Of course I looked it up and it was about new beginnings, creative endeavours, depths and emotional transformation. It felt like the perfect message as this is the opening door I have been heading to for some time. It somehow validated what I had been going through, a nod to something that’s not quite here yet, but that I’ve been working towards.

Into the Void

In order to enter into this new phase I’ve had to step into a void. Knowing that there is no returning to who I was and not quite knowing who I am to be. There is no plan, but carefully delivered letters at the right intervals that give me the clues like a treasure hunt. For someone who has spent their life managing uncertainty not too well and wanting to keep everything under control, this has been hard. This is a slight understatement and a rite of passage that has come with some of the toughest lessons.

The Plot Twist

What I know is that I am not alone in this phase, I have seen many people going through the same transformation. A fast track to a new venture, new business, change of direction, burning to the ground of everything you have built up. Whilst on one level it is liberating, there is a part that is wondering if you are qualified, if you have what it takes, if you are being taking down the wrong path. As I’ve been reminded by a message from my ancestors this week, something I constantly come back to.

“ You were born with all the gifts, skills and talents you could possibly need in this lifetime, everything else is a bonus.”

Hold Out Your Hand

I’ve been asked to hold out my hand to you. So that whilst you feel as though you are freefalling, you have something to grasp onto. That keeps you steady, that grounds you into the energy of Mother Earth, that say’s “I’ve got you”. It is of me, it comes through me, but it is a greater energy that will embrace you, whilst you get your bearings and find your footing.

I am not meant to carry mine or you burdens alone, none of us are. I have been shown that I am part of the chain and when we link together, we are stronger, we are connected, we are safe, we are a thread that brings a sense of peace and serenity, no matter what is happening in the outside world.

Weave this thread with your own and we create a stable foundation that supports the magnitude of change that is happening. Step into the cloak of The Magic Weaver and you will find your place of belonging, where you need to focus your time and energy in wonderful technicolour. A protective force of good with a message of hope for the future.

As my inner fairy is coming out to play, I have something for you over the summer, in readiness for Creative Magic Membership Rainbow flames of creativity 🌈bringing out all the creative ways in which you can bring joy to an idea or a project or bring one back to life. We start w/c 22 July. Open to all free subscribers.

Blessings of love and magic,

Louise x

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