Tears of Shame

Lady Venus came with a message

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Shame & Sacrifice

When we are called into service, we can start to lose the familiar parts of our life. Where we have been comfortable, we get uncomfortable, where we had physical and material wealth, we are stripped of our necessity for our possessions to define us. We realise that we might have judged someone else for having less or having nothing.

We might experience the shame of being without, whilst we navigate the richness of the path within. The one where we are picking up bits of gold along the way. This time in the way of understanding of the self, connection to our inner wisdom. The shame is something created by the societal expectation of what a wealthful life is, what it means to exist in the world and know that you have everything, even when you are perceived as having nothing.

Shame and Shaman

I’m sure you never sat with your careers adviser and said I want to be a shaman, a healer, a witch or a wayshower. I wanted to be an air hostess until I realised it wasn’t as glamourous as it looked. I still went and worked in hospitality…….until I realised that was a lot of long hours and people were not very nice to you.

We can feel the shame of having that inner knowing of what we are, but not wanting to speak it out loud. Perhaps we’ve always known, but we were quickly shut down or shushed up. We choose a different path, because we are too ashamed to admit that we just want to help people, because we see their pain and hurt and there is an aching within us that just wants to reach out and say “I know, I can heal this”.

I have felt shame deeply as a wound recently and it has been unravelling for some time. I ask what it requires of me and it replies self-love. For the little girl who felt lost and lonely and could not express her hurt or emotions, because she was never shown how to. To the teenager that struggled to find herself and to the woman who finally said enough is enough, I’m setting my spirit free.

A channeled message from Lady Venus, Goddess of Love,

This is my message to you, that you are unconditionally loved and cared for even if this has never been your way. You are carried into the arms of the divine goddess and treated with the gentle tenderness of a new born babe.

You carry this innocence and trust in your heart and you allow it to open to receive. To receive love, to receive nourishment, to receive the abundance of someone who has always believed in themselves.

LadyVenus, Goddess of Love bestows the greatest gifts upon you, so that you may release all that does not serve. She pours forth her love and allows you to heal your wounds of shame, blame, guilt and absence of a loving role model in your childhood.

She gently pours on your soul the healing tincture of compassion, love, harmony and peaceful alignment with your inner knowing of wisdom, truth and eternal passion to ignite your inner light. Your inner light now guides you to the temple of your purpose for initiation, cleansing, purification and wholeness.

I’ve been asked to include this meditation to assist in this process.

Open and Heal your Heart Chakra

This is my own reflection on what came up during this clearing.

Tears of shame

A single tear rolled down my cheek, a surprise announcement, I had not meant to weep,

for the lost parts of me that had carried the shame, when it came to it I had also carried the blame,

I was never wrong, but I was never right either, “Am I good enough” never got an answer, no-one ever replied and I ended up always shouting it into the void.

The darkness did not even echo back, it was just there hollow, empty and black.

I pushed harder and harder, I betrayed my roots, lost my soul connection and came to the point of self-destruction, until I could only stand still.

I have never and I never will, be good enough I whispered to myself, a reminder that I was going to have to do this all by myself.

Until one night unbeknown to me when I called into the darkness for help, I called unto me, the greatest gift of assistance.

It arrived on a fanfare of trumpets and with a rushing of great wings, it was my heart and soul that had summoned the chorus of angels that had been sent from a message within.

I forget the day, I forget the hour, but from that time on, I knew that I could send a message and I would be heard,

hold out my hand and it would be taken, lean on a shoulder to cry and hear my name in the gentle breeze.

Years have passed and I still struggled in times, but I have slowly awoken and now it is chimed, when I speak into the wilderness, what do I hear?

You have always been enough, you are everything, my dear.

Blessings of love and light.

Louise x

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