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Well things quickly took a different turn. I knew that when I woke up this morning, something was coming. This is definitely a post of two halfs. Prometheus came into my consciousness this morning and joins me for a Humanity update.
Whilst my human is saying just wait as I am very much still in the middle of this release, I feel unless I get it down then it’s not going to make any sense when I come to write it afterwards. I’m seeking the chink of light that shows me the way out. I guess I’m asking you to notice this with me.
I also pulled a card about recording my teachings, I feel like I’m being asked to describe this one as it occurs, think of it like a fly on the wall documentary.
Notice Me
Getting noticed has always been my idea of love. There I’ve said it. Seeking love has always been an exhausting endeavour to get noticed. Doing good things didn’t get me noticed as much as doing bad things. Either way I experienced more than my fair share of ‘bad love’.
The last time I remember being noticed for doing something good was when I had a story read out in assembly, I must have been 9 or 10, I was still in Primary School. It felt good, I felt good. This has come up in my consciousness a lot lately. It seems to have been some kind of turning point, there is an before and after.
As soon as I got to Secondary School, my innocent confidence started to desert me. Where before I had been quietly assured, now I was just quiet. A target for people, because I didn’t want to speak back, I didn’t know how to defend my sweet sensitive self. I soon believed what they said.
In a very confused, twisted way where no-one was noticing me at home for being good and I just got stick at school for being good. Some part of me decided that being bad was obviously the way forward. A part of me didn’t want to, but by this time I was desperate to be noticed in the ‘right’ way. Whatever it took.
Going out and getting drunk, that definitely got me noticed. I was blonde and pretty, I’m not saying this to brag, it’s just a fact I accept. This got me attention, that I thought was genuine, mistaken for affection or love. Imagine my surprise when all this got me was a hangover and as I got older, too many walks of shame.
Good and Bad
By now the seeds had been sown. I just had to try harder to get noticed. Looking back it was such an odd spell to be under. The more I tried to be good, the worse my behaviour got. If I couldn’t get it one way I’d try another. Inviting drama into my life or ill health.
Even at work, when I tried to do something well, it would end up turning out wrong. The more I tried to fix things, the more they unravelled. I was stuck in this spiral, stuck in this pattern.
In my 20’s going out and drinking myself into oblivion became my way to escape, almost as though the worse I felt the day after, the more I could smile and say, ‘see how bad I can make you feel!’ I was punishing myself, but I felt deserved it.
As I’ve been processing this this morning, it occurs to me that escaping into the bad, actually made me feel good. Make sense of that if you will! I was used to feeling bad, I was not used to feeling good. I’d go where it was comfortable, I didn’t know what to do with feeling good. Even for a small amount of time, I wanted to sink back into the pit.
My mantra became ‘I don’t know who I am if I don’t feel bad’.
Yet my higher self keeps presenting opportunities to let go of the final threads of this. I am clinging on for dear life. Nothing good is going to come of this. May I remind you of all the times I’ve had a glimpse of ‘the good life’ for it to be snatched out of my hands.
Oh to remind me that I was the one doing the snatching.
What life will I lead if I allow myself to be good, but not necessarily be noticed for it. If I fill myself with so much self worth that I could walk through the rest of my life only being loved unconditionally by myself and the divine and be HAPPY.
There it is.
What if I put unlimited value and and belief in my gifts, skills and wisdom even if I have no idea if people will continue to notice them?
What if I put so much attention on myself and my needs that when I go to the shop of self, there is just me in the queue?
How do you think believing that I only get noticed for the wrong reasons has on how I’m showing up in the world?
I want you to reflect with me on what you believe about being noticed. I want you to find those parts of you that can’t be seen, fear reprisal, have experience of the consequences, subconsciously, ancestral, from school, from work, from relationships where the power is imbalanced.
As I am freeing myself, you see I am freeing you all, you see I have that in my power. Prometheus, the god of fire and civilisation is assisting us.
Prometheus, God of Fire, Civilisation, Survival, Preservation and Defiance
The myth of Prometheus is most well known for stealing fire from Zeus and giving it to humans. He became an archetypal figure of defiance against tyrannical power, somewhat relevant for our times you may think. He was also responsible for teaching humans many arts and sciences, including writing, mathematics, architecture, agriculture, medicine, and astronomy.
“You see we are to return to a more ‘civilised’ way, for we have become savages of our time. The way we have torched and tortured the very essence of humanity for our own ill gotten gain. Replanting trees is not enough, we need to replant HEART and LOVE and KINDNESS. We need to bring out the ancient wisdom and skills, crafts and trades that kept civilisations at the heart of the community.
We need to shape the future with nature at the very centre. Taking the humanity out of the concrete jungle and into the forest, to learn, to play, to interact. Without shoes, without technology, the trees are the web of life and the source of life. They feed us wisdom, they bring us nourishment, they ground us in the truth of humanity. We have taken away the heart of community through the separation of the outdoors and us.
Gather round the fire, gather round the cauldron, providing nourishment and nurture to all, there are no rich and poor, wise or wanting. We are all equals, we are all humans, we are all in this together.
There will be a large gathering at a place of sacred significance that changes the course of humanity for good. Bring yourself to this space when it arises and you will receive the intelligence that you require to play your part. Your part you must play, for this is no longer a game, it’s a calling of profound significance.
I speak to you of monumental shifts and time jumps that will align the New Earth and those chosen to lead the way. Maybe you are chosen to lead the way. Walk towards it, step into it, hold out your hands and receive it. For change is coming and you are blessed to be here in this time. Hold out your hands, for the opportunity for you to respond presents itself now. With blessings of fire and light.”
Blessings of love and light,
Louise x
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Louise there is so much here to reflect on. I too learned to equate being noticed with love. For me it had to look a certain way, it not then I wasn't loved. Which in turn made me key into people, I learned to enable and people please. Seems we both have been invited to see our shadows, that which gets in the way of loving ourselves. I loved the words of Prometheus. And for this to manifest, it is partially the healing of our disconnect that opens the door to a greater healing for our planet.
So powerful, Louise! I resonate with much of this. For me, feeling loved equals feeling chosen. (I blame my enneagram 4, lol). It can become a problem because being chosen usually means being chosen over something else, so there is so much "othering" and separation in my need to feel chosen. Just like you say here, the fact that I know this goes a long way towards relating better. Just having that awareness, that illumination. And then when I can make different choices based on that awareness, even better! Thank you so much for sharing the wisdom of Prometheus. What sacred words! ❤️