Freedom

Free as a bird

First of all welcome to all new subscribers, I’m honoured that you are here and I hold this space for you to take a pause, take a rest. If you want to know what to expect from me you can visit this post.

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I felt uncomfortable putting out this months channeled message. You can read it here if you haven’t already seen it. It felt a bit showy, unlike me in some ways. I can feel the old version of me cringing slightly. You’ll be seen too much, you’re trying to get noticed. With your bright colours and fancy words. Who do you think you are? What are you trying to prove? As I pause and feel into this energy, I am given the following as a clearing, as a message, as a transmission of healing.

I am a figure all in white, long flowing gown, a gnarled, wooden, ancient staff in one hand, an ornate silver chalice in the other, a hood over my head. Silver jewelry at my neck, wrists and hands, long flowing white hair, barefoot and smiling.

I can feel the gentle fingers of accusation as I stand in the centre of the circle, not on the outskirts. As I stand with the staff in my hand, I gently tap it onto the ground in a rhythmic action until I can feel the vibration through my body, across the ground, in the nearby stream, in the faraway mountain.

There are those that stand around me, yet daren’t come any nearer. “She’s the witch” I can HEAR them thinking, “she’s got magic in her blood”, I SEE them saying.

Yet I do not move, I do not shrink back, I do not stop the banging of my staff. I am not afraid, because I have nothing to fear, but my own poison, if I choose to poison my thoughts or my mind. The source of my power and magic is all clear now. What I have is the innermost sense of peace, that whatever happens now, I will return the next lifetime and the next until I can weave my magic again.

I cannot be harmed, I am a soul. I cannot be tortured I am not flesh and blood. I cannot be imprisoned for I am free spirit. I cannot be captured, my essence will not be held. I came to be a saviour of lost souls and I will not stop until this work is done.

Through all my healing, through all the pain, the discomfort, the dis-ease, I have created a new reality for my ancestors and I sit in peace. A peace that I have not felt for centuries. A sense of achievement, of power that was lost in the grip of fear. Fear of persecution, fear of capture, fear of reprisal and consequence. Such a way to exist that only the strongest survive and sometimes I did not.

The circle disperses, they have no interest in me now. I am free to go about my business. I am free to heal others, I am free to practice magic, I am free to bring new life into this world. I am free to breath the fresh air without it being tainted with my reputation. The whispers have stopped, the rivers are still and I am no longer a martyr, no longer a slave to what I endured.

I am resting, I am resting, I am resting.

It feels as though at this point I rest in the knowing that I am safe, that no-one is coming to harm me, that no-one is coming to accuse me, no-one is going to betray me for their own ill gotten gain.

I felt an overwhelming sense of calm writing this. It feels like the end of a long wave of releasing the trauma around being a spiritual healer, a spiritual leader. There is hope, there is strength and there is opportunity. I’m sure there is still more to come, but for now I rest knowing that a new doorway has opened. For me, for you, for all those that follow and this time we are able to walk through it together in peace.

What I don’t share with many people is that each time I have stepped up into my power, revealed a bit of myself and my gifts, I have questioned my choices, sometimes literally be taken down on my knees by fear and thought that I may not be able to get up again.

I want you to know that I do not underestimate the monumental courage, bravery and stubborn determination it takes to continue the journey. When I’ve wanted to give up there is something that always keeps me going, is always at my back and at my shoulder. I know you can do this and it’s at times like this that I know what it’s all been for.

It’s ok to be seen, it’s ok to openly declare your soul intentions and greatest gifts for the healing and restoration of Mother Earth and all her inhabitants.

The gift I give to you is one of freedom and it is shared with my blessing, my love and my wholeness. May you receive this and open your heart as you are set free, free as a bird, to fly amongst the greatest of those that have come to serve in this lifetime.

If you have not seen yourself as great, it is time to do so. To stand proud, to stand tall and celebrate all that you have been through, celebrate everything that you have overcome. Bring your bright light to the party, for the party has just begun and you are an honoured guest.

Released from the past

Martyrdom is traditionally associated with a religious or political stance. Yet it can also be the pain and suffering that we believe we are to endure if we carry the ancestral gifts or healing through spiritual connection, expression, healing or leadership.

We remember all too clearly what happened if we were brave enough to step into the circle and declare exactly who we were and what we came do to. What we claimed to be able to do. And this maybe be where the story ended prematurely. Yet we have risen again and now we are ready to release the shackles that mean when we practice our gifts we still feeling the stirring of hurt, of pain, of memories we would choose to forget.

This ancestral wound may manifest as an experience of physical, emotional, mental or spiritual symptoms. It may also show up as beliefs around money and finances, the inability or reluctance to earn financially from our gifts or see the monetary value in them.

New for November is a meditation for: The ancestral wound of martyrdom relating to spiritual expression, gifts and financial reward

It’s available to paid subscribers on The Healing Page along with other free resources for soul healing, connection and alignment as well as collective wound healing.

In the interest of practicing what I preach, I am reaching out to you as I stand in the centre of the circle in my truth and power for all to see. As we gather here I invite you to ASK me a question, SHARE your stories, COMMENT and know that you will be heard and I will listen. TELL me what you want to hear from me, CONNECT with me if you want to COLLABORATE or WORK with my WISDOM. Reply to this email or you can post a message on my website.

Blessings of love and light,

Louise x

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