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I infuse this community with love and light with the intention that all who come into this space have a positive and uplifting experience. Together we are a mighty force of beings raising consciousness for the highest good of all. And so it is.
I am glad to be back in the land of the living. For a moment I thought that I would remain suspended in an alternative world where I was swimming underwater trying to dodge the serpents and stinging jellyfish. Yesterday the energy shifted and I felt as though I could breathe again. I still feel like I have a couple of rocks in my head, but they are slowly dissolving.
The card that I pulled this morning said to release and rest. “I can’t, I don’t know how” is still my response. I can sit still, but my mind never quietens. I can lie down, but there is that stabbing guilt of not doing SOMETHING.
I am curious to know if you have been on the path in a healing role since the beginning, is this still something that you wrestle with? Can it be that it’s still a hangover from my corporate days or a societal programming that I am always being watched? I would like to be able to rest, guilt free. I think it would help a lot.
I experienced a magical morning this week. When I stepped out into my garden first thing, all I could see were tiny cobwebs everywhere. In the dew on the grass, on the trees at the back, on the hastily erected trellis. A sparkling extravaganza of tiny fairies that had just that minute left. I looked around in awe. Then I wanted to take a picture and then I wanted to just enjoy the moment. Then I wish I’d took a picture. It looked a bit like this, but so much more. I had my own mini corner of halloween to enjoy.
I wanted to share a breakthrough on confidence with you that might help you too. As I’ve been recording the goddess journeys, there are a few things that have come to the surface.
I realised that I was bracing myself against the disappointment of not achieving and reaching my goals. The only evidence my hard wired brain could find was that I underachieve and I disappoint others, which means I disappoint myself.
Like my of these insights the only result I'm going to get is the one that I've energetically asked for. I'd get so far and think this is it and then the bubble would burst.
I know how to get to the specifics quickly. The words and the language that we use are huge giveaways. My frustration of feeling as though I’m underachieving no matter how hard I work, even though I’m not.
The wisdom to know how this might show up for others as the pressure of communicating effectively keeping you awake at night, having to rehearse that important speech endlessly. Not being happy with what you do, even those it’s more than good enough, its just not good enough for you.
Wanting to be able to speak up for yourself when it matters, make an impact with your words and know that you've nailed it, no matter the outcome when you leave the room.
Through the work that I’ve done on myself, I thought I wanted the confidence to speak up, what I actually wanted was it to be less stressful. When I look back at how far I’ve come, something else I forget to do!, I can show up without tripping over my words, most of the time. I can record audio and videos in one take without all the umm’s and ahhhh’s most of the time. I hardly ever watch or listen to myself back because I know it’s good enough. This is a huge thing when I’ve spent most of my life feeling as though I will be judged critically, putting a lid on my opinion, silencing myself.
Freedom of Speech Ancestral Wound
As I write this I become aware of a wound of the Freedom of Speech. A wound that has bound women to be afraid to use their voices, afraid to voice their opinions, afraid to speak up for what they stand for.
I activate, with your permission and a ‘yes’ the clearing of this wound to enable a greater sense of freedom when you are sharing your gifts and skills. A greater sense of freedom when you want to speak up. I was asked to record a short journey to support this. I did record this in my new office, which has a bit of an echo because it’s still empty! It was that or have to move my computer.
Clearing the Ancestral Wound for Freedom of Speech
When we can speak authentically, in alignment with our truth, from our heart without censorship, confidence is just the by product. It doesn’t have to be so hard, it comes more naturally and we can be ourselves in the process.
Blessings of love and light,
Louise x
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Thanks Louise! I agree, these messages in our culture our strong. I see them circulating in my being. "Keep going." "Keep doing." "Keep busy." I believe it is what keeps our commodification, consumerism and production going. Not easy at times to disconnect from these incessant messages. To slow down, be still and come home to MY VOICE! Most mornings I practice what I call, truth speak. I stand in front of my altar, and very slowly and with intention speak what is moving in my being and what I know to be true. Lately it is, "All of me is welcome here." I name the emotions and feelings that are present. I find it quite grounding and it opens the channels of my voice. What I say matters, even if only to me.
Yes!
There is a lot of synchronicity recently about the difficult in taking complete rest for ourselves, I am seeing these frustrations echoed in many places so I will listen with more awareness. Resting guilt free comes easier when it is shown to us as children and when those in our circle of influence share a similar value. If this isn't the case we may have to do the hard work to overcome our innate tendencies every time we take a break.